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Salsabila Abdul Gani, 0907'94.Ilayushitayushinari,in cyberworld. SHORTAYYE. Tyga.Nicki Minaj.Rihanna♥ I'm a normal girl, Who's life is of course, Full of ups and downs. "Love is just a temporary thing in life," Spit it out,baby.
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Saturday, January 22, 2011
Kau melampau , serioushit ! Hello readers . Currently hearing songs and waiting for the time to get out from home ;)Anyway , i'm having conflicts with bb since yesterday night , after i get back home .. Again , my fault . for not finding out the truth first , and point fingers at him . I just burst out the word , ' I wanna have a breakup , can ? ' It's like , oh my ? Thinking back to what i've said , it's like . ohmy ? what's up with you Salsa ? I've promised him , not to jump into conclusion , without even thinking / asking , but i still did it . i broke my promises ;( AGAIN , i'm sorry . haiis . I feel really bad . Hmm . He called me up twice , and i didn't even answer his calls . But , i did answer after he texted me up something . and then we talk .. I'm so thankful , that eventhough he's pissed off with me , he didn't shout at me .. He still stay strong , and explain everything in a very calm tone . haiis . But i'm the one , who's adding oil to fire . ya Allah , why am i behaving that way ? ;( And then , he puts down the phone . and that's when , my ego was being put aside . i text him up , alot of stuffs . and i told him i'm sorry and stuffs .. He beeps me up , and we talk . we solved it . he was at th edge of giving up , but i knew he wont. I explained alot yesterday to him . hmmm . And , he asked me to get a rest , and sleep , and better don't sleep late . He was being sucha concern boyfriend , and yet . i did such mistakes towards him ? And again , he said that he didn't even think of breaking up with him , he didn't even have the guts to leave me . He quitted smoking , just because of me . and this is what i did towards him . without trust ?AGAIN ;( , ugh . i'm sorry . *sigh . But everything ended quite well . eventhough he's dissapointed with me , he still put down the phone with a , " i love you . " , Sigh . I feel real bad . again :( Okay , another one more bad story for yesterday is that , my subject teacher .. Guess what ? he's trying to be racist . I mean , he says he didn't . BUT HE IS ! I was like , so fvckin pissed off with him . Listen , his job is to come and teach us . and not to asked alot of questions , and comment on someone's way of life . It's like , what the Fvck are you trying to say ? Again , YOUR JOB IS TO TEACH . NOT TO CRITICISE ! get it on yr fvckin head ?! Astaghfirullahalazim . i'm sorry for those harsh words , but again . If you were to be in my shoes yesterday , i swear . I swear you can cried on the spot . It's like , you're trying to play around with muslim's way of life . And i HATE THAT . because , Muslims / Islams isn't what you're thinking of . Islam is Peace . And , i dreamed of Doom's day yesterday night . like seriously , One word , " SCARY ! " . hmm .. Alright people . That's it for today . i'm down . Goodbye . takecare . Lotsalove ; Salsabila ♥ Muwaaahsmuwaaahs ! ;) |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
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